Chapter 4

The smell of fresh sizzling bacon wafted through his nostrils, and Terry started to shift a little in the bed as the smell began to make his mouth water. God it smelt good and despite the banging inside his head, he started to move around, his eyes struggling to open and let the light in. He could see the fuzzy red numbers on his alarm clock and he blinked, as they read 11am and that was way too early for him. He snuggled back down into the pillow, but the smell of someone else joined with the aroma of fresh bacon refused to let him fall back into sleep.

As he struggled with waking up, he wondered if it all had been a dream or did he really stay up to almost 6am drinking with Rob from the bar while some stranger slept in his bed? He groaned a little as he moved, every muscle aching which in turn made his head pound even more. God, the pain was terrible and he winced as he pushed himself up. His hands pressing down deep into the bed and could see the pillow next to him, still showing the shape of someone’s head and he knew that it hadn’t been a dream. The smell of bacon over powered him and he rolled over to see the back of tall young blond, bustling about the tiny kitchen, and his dick grew hard as he remembered just whom the tall stranger was.

Terry leaned on his elbow as he watched Ashley move around. The boy was definitely hot looking, even with blurry eyes and a thundering hang over raging inside his head. The way he moved so effortlessly, his lithe body sliding from the stove to whatever he was doing on the side of the sink. He just watched as the long arms moved, the gentle sway of his hips and the damn hot way his butt wiggled in those faded jeans. Shit, the kid was hot, and if he didn’t stop it, he’d be creaming the bed sheets before he was even fully awake.

He heard a rasping cough and his bloodshot eyes moved reluctantly away from the tall blond over to the couch and he saw a tussled head of hair move under one of his blankets. Well that answered the other question nagging at him, Rob did indeed spend the night as well and had been there when he had, Oh Shit, he really did do that, and he felt his face growing redder as the memories of last night flooded back to him in living colour.

Looking up from the foot of the bed, his eyes locked with the shiny aqua coloured eyes of Rob. He smiled and was rewarded with a slow curling smile from Rob, who looked just as hot as last night, even though his hair was all over the place and he was hiding behind a thick blanket. The mere sight of his face seemed to make Terry horny and he once more began to wonder just what was Rob’s story. Not too many straight boys would stand around while two fags got it on, let alone spend the next few hours drinking with one of them who were totally nude.

Before he could speak, the aroma of bacon came closer and he turned his head, the movement causing him intense pain, to see Ashley standing next to him, a plate of food in one hand, a steaming cup of coffee in the other. He quickly sat up, again causing himself a great deal of anguish, but the smells were just too much and he reached for them eagerly.

“Hope you don’t mind me fixing breakfast”

“Uh not at all Ashley, you didn’t have to but it sure does smell good”

“Thanks, My mother taught me”

Ashley turned a bit red as he said it and Terry could see some tears starting to form near the corner of his eyes as he turned and headed back to the small kitchen area, to set another plate for Rob. The kid looked like he fit right in there, the way he moved around, getting everything just right. Terry took a sip of the hot coffee and felt its warmth flood through his body. It tasted like real coffee and felt just right. He spooned up some of the eggs as he watched Ashley take Rob his plate and he could tell that Rob was impressed as well. 

He had to admit; it felt kind of nice sitting there in bed, watching two very hot young men eat. The way Rob just nibbled at the bacon and sipped his coffee was rather arousing but he had to admit, the way Ashley ate was just as exciting. The guy didn’t dawdle, and the bacon grease around his lips was something else, the way it seemed to heighten his lips, make them seem more inviting than normal and yet his whole face was one that you could just fall in love with.

Rob had kicked off the blanket and Terry was a bit surprised to find that Rob was still completely dressed. His clothes a bit worse for being slept in but he still looked damn hot. He looked up just as Terry was thinking about him and he smiled, as if he knew exactly what Terry had been thinking. Damn that felt strange and he shivered a little, again wondering about Rob but then he turned his attention towards Ashley. What was he going to do about him? 

“Good food Ashley, thanks, uh I think I should head off, you guys coming down tonight?”

“Huh? Uh, most likely, you working?”

“Yep, you?”

“No, not tonight, need to take a rest I think”

Damn, how did Rob know what he did? Well, maybe someone at the bar had tipped him off or maybe, oh well he really didn’t care before, why should it all of a sudden bother him now? As the question left his mind he knew the answer, it was Ashley and he turned to see him standing off to one side, like a lost lamb.

“How about you Ashley? You deserting me too?”

“Uh, no, I’ll stay bit longer if its okay, I got these dishes to do anyway”

“God, leave ‘em, I’ll get around to them later”

“Well, if it’s all the same, I really would like to do them”

“Suit yourself, well guess I’ll catch you later Rob, thanks for the drinks man”

“No sweat, thanks for letting me crash here, ‘kay guys see you later, you coming down later too Ashley?”

“Uh, gee, I don’t know, I kind of need to find a place and get a job, I, uh, well…”

“Yeah he’ll be there, if he doesn’t mind coming with me, do you?”

“No, no Terry, I really would like that, but…”

“Settled, see you later Rob”

“Okay guys, see you”

With that Rob, left whistling and Terry just smiled because he knew exactly what Rob was thinking. Damn, he was right too, he did kind of want Ashley to stay around, and well, he was sober now and maybe they could see if last night was a fluke or not. He was feeling kind of horny, after all it wasn’t everyday he was served breakfast in bed by some virgin farm boy with a hot straight boy looking on. God, what a life he was leading and to think, he was only 20.

Terry watched as Ashley began to clean up. He really was into it, or so it seemed, but all Terry could think of was how hot he had looked last night, laying in his bed asking him to do him. God, the way his face had looked, and then when he blown early, shit you would have thought the world had ended or something worse, and yet looking at him now, he could see the innocence, the purity of the guy and that was something rare in this day and age.

Ashley could feel Terry’s eyes on his back and he felt a bit uncomfortable. The guy had been so nice to him, buying him drinks last night and then letting him spend the night, and how did he repay him? Why he ejaculated long before Terry could have any fun, man his stepmother was right, he wasn’t accomplished at much, not even at being a deviant. He could feel the tears welling up again as he washed Terry’s plate, wondering why he was such a fuck up.

He had left with his heart in his mouth, but he had been determined to get a life he wanted, to be on his own and to have the type of friends he wanted, not the type he was expected to have. There was no doubt he would miss not being on the farm, he rather enjoyed being able to look out and see trees, grass, and fields that were his and not cluttered by big dirty grey buildings but the city could be nice too.

“You know you really don’t have to do all that Ashley”

“I know, I want to though”

“Why?”

“Why? Shit, after I ruined your night, guess it is the least I could do”

“Ruined my night? Where were you, I had a good time last night”

“You did? I mean, how could, I didn’t exactly…”

“Oh you mean that, well like I said, it happens, there is always next time”

“Yeah, but… it is just that well I really did want to make you, fuck I don’t know, I never really been with anyone before, and well, I guess I sort of, well…”

“No one else? Come on, a hot guy like you never did it before? You are what, 19?”

“No 18, and well I have sort of done it with a girl, but no, I have never been with a guy before, least not that way”

“Oh, so I am your first?”

“Yeah, sorry, guess I really screwed that up for you, I really am sorry Terry, I mean you being so nice and all”

“Shit, stop that, I am not all that nice, but well, you interest me, besides, I think its rather nice, I mean in my line of work, not too often I am the one who anyone worries about pleasing”

“Really? Shit, I would of thought they would be extra nice”

“Oh? Why is that?”

“Well so you would want to come back”

“Haha, you are priceless Ashley, they don’t care, as long as I do what they want, and they have the money they know they can get it, but you are different, you really mean it don’t you?”

“Yeah, is that bad?”

“No, not bad, just unique I guess, most people have an angle, it is strange to meet someone who doesn’t have one”

“An angle? What, I mean did you have one when you asked me to have a drink with you?”

“Of course, I wanted your company, after all you are one hot looking guy, and you do interest me”

“For sex you mean?”

“Haha, yes, for that but, I don’t know, it is like I just wanted to meet you, to try and get to know you, I mean I generally don’t let strangers come home and pass out in my bed”

“Sorry about that”

“Geez, stop apologizing, it isn’t like you planned to do that, now is it?”

“Well, no, but I should have known not to drink so much, I guess I am not used to it”

“Well, that’s okay, so tonight just take it easy”

“Tonight?”

“Sure, you are going to come with me aren’t you?”

“You still want me to?”

“Yeah I do, hell I want more but we’ll see how the evening goes”

“More? What more? I’ll do whatever you want, I mean, well…”

“Careful Ashley, lines like that can get you into trouble, haha”

Ashley stopped wiping the plate in his hand and looked straight into Terry’s eyes. He couldn’t believe that Terry was still interested in him. Looking at the young man, the way he seemed to just fit in with his idea of what a boyfriend was, made his body shake a little. He gripped the plate tighter, afraid to drop it and yet his hands felt sweaty and his forehead began to slowly drip as his heart groaned a little. 

Maybe he was reading too much into the smile or the way Terry was looking at him. After all the only thing, he knew about gay sex and gays was what he had read in the few magazines he had managed to find. Even the few places he had checked on the Internet hadn’t been much help. Most of them talked about things like rimming, sucking, and such but they never really gave you much information about any of it, besides all he knew was that each time he saw naked guys, his heart pounded, his palms got sweaty and his dick got hard and ached.

“You still want me? After last night?”

Terry stared at Ashley, he could see the disbelief in the boys face and he could feel his heart pounding as he saw the eyelids flutter as if he was afraid to breathe, excitement or desire building, which he wasn’t sure of but he was sure that Ashley seemed surprised. Looking at him, the way he held that dishcloth, the way he stood there, 6 feet of pure boy, a small tell tale bulge in his jeans and he already knew it wasn’t exactly tiny. He had never met someone this innocent before, he really did think that because he had passed out, because he had blown early, that no one would still want him. Man, he sure must have led a sheltered life.

“Still want you? Gee, I don’t know Ashley, guess I just wanted you to hang around, go drinking, so you could fix breakfast again tomorrow… yes Ashley, I still want you, you still want me?”

“Uh, God, yes”

“Nervous?”

“Yes”

“Then put the plate down, I don’t have too many of them. Haha”

“Okay, then what?”

“Man, you really are nervous, look, you sure you want this? I mean, why me Ashley?”

“Okay, uh… I don’t know, I just, well when I first saw you, I sort of felt like you were special, shit, I am not good at this, I don’t know shit, fuck all I ever did even with the few girls was feel their damn tits or poke my finger in them, it just never, fuck, I am such a hick, I should go”

“Whoa, calm down, look, why don’t you just put the plate down, and come sit here, next to me and we can talk a little, okay?”

“Okay”

Ashley put the plate down and put the dishcloth on the counter. He kept his face lowered, yet every few seconds he would steal a glance at Terry sitting on the bed as he slowly shuffled over to the bed, and he could see the large lump under the sheets, and his own heart started to race a little. If that was what he thought it was, he knew that he at least still excited Terry and he felt a little better as he sat down on the bed, his one leg tossed up and he stared into Terry’s soft blue eyes. He felt his body tremble a little, the contact of his eyes with Terry’s making him feel a bit light headed.

“You really think I am nice?”

“Sure, I mean come on, you bought me drinks, talked to me, and let me sleep here too, yeah I would say you are”

“Yeah, but I mean you knew I was interested in you, didn’t you?”

“No, not really, I kind of hoped you would be, but no I didn’t know”

“Well I was, hell I still am”

“Really? Even after…”

“Yeah, even after, so what are we going to do about this?”

“I don’t know, you really do still want me?”

“Yes Ashley, I do, there is something about you, I can’t explain it, but sitting here, next to you, I feel, I don’t know, happy, and horny”

Ashley glanced down, towards Terry’s lap and he saw the bulge, the way the sheet moved ever so slightly as the hot cock underneath it jerked a little. He also notice a small wet stain and he could just see the outline of Terry’s penis beneath the soft blue sheets. His heart raced as he thought about how he had fucked up last night only to find that it really didn’t matter. 

Looking back up into Terry’s eyes, he reached out with one hand, to try and just touch the soft skin of Terry, but he felt himself trembling too much and his eyes got the shaky motion of his hand as he stretched it out. There was no mistaking the glitter in Terry’s eyes either and he gathered himself together, willing his body not to embarrass him further.

Slowly he inched his hand forward, coming closer to the perfect milky white flesh of Terry’s chest, his fingers still shaking but his arm a bit steadier as he got closer. The tips of his fingers could feel the heat radiating out from Terry’s body and he licked his lips, feeling them crack and dry under the stress and yet he couldn’t stop his hand, he couldn’t let the moment pass even though he felt like he would pass out from the stress that was consuming him.

Terry followed Ashley’s hand as it haltingly moved away from the trembling body of the young boy. He became mesmerized by the slow uneven motion and he felt rather excited, in a way he had never really experienced before, as he watched the arm moving closer. He could see the fingers wiggling a little, as if they were sniffing him out and he felt his heart start to race faster and his breathing started to quicken as he felt all giddy inside. This was not how he normally felt, the adrenalin was rushing through his body and his leg twitched a little, jerking forward until it touched the hot solid leg of Ashley.

The touch of Terry’s own leg against Ashley’s felt like a bolt of lightning. His body wanted to explode from the sudden jolt and yet he knew that this was only the beginning of a completely new experience for him. He couldn’t explain it to himself, let alone anyone else, but the touch of Ashley’s leg, the way he looked, the way he smiled and even talked, was like a powerful aphrodisiac to his body and his heart seemed like it could never have enough of it. 

Ashley’s hand inched forward, each jerking motion making his heart pound and his lungs gasp for air, his fingers trembled as they struggled to reach forward, stretching the skin taut and making his skin pale in places as he seemed hesitant, as if a strange fear was gripping at his spirit but the raging fire that was growing in his belly was slowly winning out. His mind was arguing, reminding him of things past, and yet he didn’t listen, his body and his heart closed the incessant whines and drivel coming from his brain.

The pain in his groin was unbearable, and he could feel his penis growing harder than he ever imagined possible and all the time his eyes were following the agonizingly slow progress of his fingers. The dull throb inside of his pants was making him sweat and he squirmed a little, making the bed move and at the same time he felt Terry shudder, his leg jerking and the sudden press of Terry’s naked leg against his made him expel a deep breath of precious air.

His whole body felt alive suddenly, the mere touch of another’s naked leg against his own made him swoon a little. His head felt faint, the eyes fluttered at the sensations that were suddenly coursing through his young body. Nothing else mattered to him as he felt his blood beginning to boil deep inside and the strange feelings made him smile. His mouth opened wide, the perfect white teeth of youth glimmered in the rooms sunlight, and his thin red lips seemed fuller as his face broke open into a dazzling display of teeth and skin.

Terry almost lost it as he saw Ashley’s smile. His heart beat faster and his skin grew even hotter as he felt a strange exhilaration fill his body. His soul started to sing deep inside and he could feel a new fire beginning to flicker deep inside, as if it had been a dormant volcano suddenly awaken from centuries of sleep.

After a few flutters and the clearing away of the sudden mist that clouded his eyes, Ashley was once more able to see forward and his eyes bulged open wide as he saw how close his hand had come towards Terry’s chest. The arm no longer shook, the hand no longer trembled and the fingers seemed rock solid as they inched closer and closer. He felt his body suddenly tense as his fingers reached Terry’s chest, and the tips finally were able to touch the hot sizzling flesh. 

He thought Terry must have been on fire, the heat was so intense and yet as his fingers touched and began to press out, he felt the heat traveling into his own body, it was like a fire was suddenly springing up all over inside of him. The fire that was Terry’s own desire seemed to suddenly fill his mind and his heart began to sound like a racing jet engine. He could feel his pulse as it roared faster and he struggled for a quick breath and then he slowly brought his face upwards, to let his eyes gaze into the soft blue eyes of Terry. 

The sight of his own face reflected in the soft blue pools that were Terry’s eyes made his heart skip a beat, then another beat as he sensed Terry’s body moving closer, sensed the fluid motion of Terry’s own arms moving to reach out for his own trembling body. He waited, holding his breath while his fingers rested lightly on Terry’s rippling chest. He could feel the muscles as they flexed inside, the blood flowing and he felt like he was slowly being dragged forward, to become a part of that completely exciting person that made up Terry.

Terry’s body felt like it was in the midst of a tornado. His emotions were swirling around inside banging around and making his flesh quiver in anticipation. His mind no longer able to comprehend all of the swirling emotions and yet his heart seemed to understand it all. It slowed down a little as his hands reached out and he just knew that he had to hold Ashley next to him, that he had to feel his lips pressing against his own dry cracked one’s and yet the ache in his loins reminded him how much he needed more and his entire body began to tremble as tremors of anticipation rushed through him.

His arms extended and his hands opened as he reached out, slowly he felt the hot warmth of the young body as they reached their goal. He saw Ashley staring into his face and yet all he could see was that amazing smile as he wrapped his hands around the shaking sides of Ashley. The touch of his fingers against Ashley’s body was almost too much and his penis jerked back and forth under the bed sheet. He groaned a little as he brought the trembling body closer, Ashley’s body changing position and suddenly the two bodies no longer were apart.

Ashley felt the pull, and his eyes fluttered a little and his heart suddenly raced ahead and he found himself falling forward. His legs no longer under him and he lunged forward, letting the two strong hands pull him even closer and he closed his eyes, seeing Terry’s face looming in front and he shuddered, his whole body suddenly one raging mass of aches and desires.

Suddenly last night didn’t exist anymore for him, neither did the horrors of his last days at home and he fell forward in a rush. Ashley’s one hand no longer placidly was leaning against Terry’s chest. His hand suddenly began to press against the hot flesh, pushing the muscles beneath and feeling each muscle as it moved to the urgent prodding of Ashley’s hand. His free hand was suddenly ripping at the thin cotton shirt he wore and he could hear the buttons popping as he struggled to remove the cloth barrier. His heart was on fire as he felt one of Terry’s hand reach up to help and the soft gentle cooling breeze of the rooms air wafted across his suddenly bared chest. The tiny blond hairs on his chest stood on edge as he leaned in, his mouth now feeling the hot breath of Terry as he closed the gap.

Their lips pressed lightly at first, but it didn’t last long. First Terry’s tongue darted out, to run along the pearly white teeth that lay behind the hot lips, and then it pushed harder, forcing open the white enamel barriers until finally he felt Ashley’s hot breath rush forward, his mouth pried open by the hard flesh of his tongue. He lunged forward with his tongue, his face moving forward as well to crush into Ashley’s face. His hands raced up and down the heaving bare chest of the young man, his fingers aroused by the strange new flesh that lay before them and with each touch, each press Terry’s heart pounded harder and faster.

His breathing became shallow as he struggled with all of the new emotions that flowed into his body. Ashley was gasping for air, as his hands stopped trying to pull his clothes off and instead they reached out, eager to touch the hot flesh that was in front of him. His body leaned closer and suddenly he felt the hard lump pressing up against his own soft shaking belly. Ashley groaned as he pushed forward and he could feel Terry slowly giving ground, slowly his body leaned backwards and Ashley found his own body leaning more and more forwards, his legs off the floor now as his body stretched outwards, covering all of Terry’s now prone body.

Ashley was suddenly on top of Terry. He opened his eyes, his mouth still pressed against Terry’s, his tongue now filling an eager Terry with it fullness and he could taste the raw desire that was there. Both of his hands were rushing all across Terry’s heaving body. The feel of the hot flesh making him sweat, making his heartache, and making the dull throb between his legs grow to a steady jackhammer pounding. His body shook as he wriggled in closer, trying to force his own lanky frame to become a part of the lithe body underneath him. His whole body was trembling and he could feel his heart, the way it simply wanted to leap outwards, to reach out and join with Terry’s own wildly beating heart.

The two bodies rolled on the bed, one second Terry felt himself on top of the squirming Ashley, the next he was underneath him, feeling his hot breath or tasting his luscious full tongue being pushed down his throat. He groaned loudly as his hands flayed to one side then caressed the hot flesh in front or behind. His whole body was on fire, and the fires raged deep inside of him. For some unknown reason he felt like this was his first time too as his heart raced free, no longer shackled by considerations of time or money.

The bed groaned as the two bodies thrashed around. Somehow Terry had managed to get Ashley’s pants down, and despite all their wild motion, one pant leg still hung onto the virgin body of Ashley around his ankle. The material whipping around or getting trapped underneath as they moved back and forth, kissing deeply, feeling life for the first time as their tongues worked overtime, tasting all that there was to taste. Ashley’s tongue licking at the soft skin by the nose, then above the eyes or over to the side, slowly flicking out at the ear lobe or under the chin, feeling the soft stubble of Terry’s morning growth.

His hands roamed at will against the heaving body, touching the stomach or playing with the firm erect nipple, feeling it quiver to his touch and all the time he felt the wet hot pole that stuck into his belly or the side of his leg or into his own groin. The touch of that hot thick oozing cock only made him move faster, lick harder and longer and yet he was hesitant, wanting to reach down, to wrap his sweating hand around the throbbing pole but he couldn’t, not yet.

Terry’s hands moved up and down the young hot flesh, feeling it shake to his touch and he could feel his desire roaring upwards, becoming uncontrollable as his body was assailed by the urgent pokes and prods from Ashley’s hands and body. They rolled around more but he could feel his body starting to shake, starting to tremble, as the ache in his groin grew more insistent. He opened his eyes to see the tall blond, the flowing hair all over the place and he could see every bead of sweat that popped up on the body, either evaporating right before him or else rolling off to join the thousands of other drops of sweat that flowed all over Ashley’s quivering body.

His hand finally reached down past the rippling stomach, towards the fiery heat of Ashley’s groin and as his hand passed through the surprising thick bush of pubic hairs, Ashley grew still. His thrashing ceased and his breath suddenly seemed to stop. His body arched and then grew tense as Terry’s hand reached further down, the fingers stretching outwards as they tried to push past the heat and reach the cause of it all. 

They lay, side by side on the bed, both of them staring into each other’s eyes as Terry’s hand moved down, the fingers getting closer and Ashley’s brilliant blue eyes glittered into Terry’s own soft blue eyes. They looked at each other, and he could see Ashley’s need for him and yet, it seemed like there was so much more there, just waiting for him, just buried slightly under the surface. His fingertips touched and then reared back, the sensation too much but he refused to be denied, and once more, his fingers reached out and touched the hot throbbing pole.

As Terry’s fingers finally reached his penis, Ashley felt like he would pass out. He rolled backwards, resting fully now on his backside. His legs spread outwards, his hands stretched out to either side, his chest heaving and his face turned towards Terry. His cock was fully erect, all 7 ¾ inches of it sticking straight up in the air and his balls swayed below, the full sacs dangling as Ashley tried to catch his breath. 

Fear started to well up inside of him, he didn’t know what to do or how to move, the strange sensations that were rushing through him were too intense, he could feel the pain his groin and yet at the same time he felt a strange new ache deep inside of his rectum. The feelings of touching someone else, of touching Terry’s body was too much, he was aching to reach out and let his own hands touch Terry’s throbbing cock but he was afraid, scared that if he did, his own body would once more betray him and he laid there, scared on the one hand, totally aroused on the other.

The urges were so intense that with each touch of Terry’s fingers or hand he would jump. His body ached in ways he didn’t think it could ache, and yet all he could think of was to not let Terry down. The pressure around his chest grew, and he felt himself struggling for air, as his lungs gasped and his chest heaved. He could feel the tears rolling down his cheeks but he couldn’t stop them and then he suddenly felt all alone, empty and alone and his eyes opened quickly, afraid that he had been abandoned.

Panic gripped at him as he saw nothing at first, then as he moved his face slightly he saw Terry’s face looming up to greet him and he smiled. He looked up, seeing the soft blue eyes as they held him firmly in their gaze. A sudden warmth started to creep into him, the fear of failure was suddenly no longer gripping at his heart and he licked his lips as he waited, serene really as he watched Terry start to smile. He just stared, trusting totally in Terry as if they had done this a thousand times before.

Terry waited a few seconds, waited for the heaving chest to relax a little, and he slowly caressed it now, his hand lightly moving up and down the fine firm flesh, feeling every little groove, every tiny blond hair that struggled to be seen, and yet he could feel it as he slowly moved up and down, calming the beating heart inside, cooling the aching lungs as his hand just moved up and down slowly.

For one flash of a second, he had felt Ashley’s fear and his own panic had grown as he felt the heart underneath racing and he knew that Ashley was close to a panic attack. He was scared that anyone could feel so much for him that he could go into a state of panic and yet that was exactly how Ashley seemed to feel. Terry had sensed Ashley’s fear of not pleasing him, of repeating last night and so he backed off, holding his own raging hormones in check, and it was harder than he ever thought possible. His natural desire had been to reach down, to take the throbbing cock into his mouth but something or someone seemed to stop him, to tell him that this wasn’t just a lay, wasn’t just a trick that he could brush off later, and so he stopped, waiting for Ashley’s confused and overwhelmed body to gather itself.

The chest no longer rose up off the bed, and the eyes no longer held stark terror inside and he moved his hand down further with each gentle caress. Slowly he moved down, slowly his fingers passed the belly button, slowly it reached further down to brush up against the sweat soaked pubic hairs, gently parting them and pushing them around, letting the air cool the burning strands as his fingers slowly came back to the thick throbbing pole that rested amongst the thick forest of hair.

The panic still lurked around the edges and he yet by sheer force of his own will, Terry held the panic in check as his eyes held Ashley’s body under his spell. He willed it to obey and it did, the panic unable to break his hold and he slowly bent his face forwards, his soft blue eyes ordering Ashley’s eyes to follow him, unwilling to let the contact break even for a millisecond. 

His cheek rested on the top of Ashley’s slightly heaving chest, his eyes still gazing into Ashley’s, still holding his attention and still in command of the young boy’s body. He could feel his heart, hear it as his ear rested on Ashley’s chest, and he smiled now, his own white teeth flashing across his face, making his skin wrinkle and crack but it radiated pleasure which was absorbed deep into Ashley’s soul and he felt the muscles relax under his cheek. He rested there, his hand down and gently his one finger ran up and down the shivering cock, all 7 ¾ inches. It ran up to the tip, feeling the gentle warm ooze of pre cum that dribbled out from the shaking penis and he smeared it down the underside, spreading the hot sticky cream out to coat the shaking cock and he felt the tremor as it rolled through Ashley’s body.

Terry’s eyes held Ashley’s eyes, his iron will holding the young nervous body still as he continued to gently and slowly run his finger up and down, coating it with Ashley’s own pre cum and then he moved his hand upwards, bringing the white coated finger up to his own face, and keeping his eyes locked onto Ashley, he licked at the cream coated finger. He felt the sudden excitement rising inside of Ashley and yet still his will held sway, held Ashley in its power and the spasm passed, the muscles coiling just a little tighter, the pain and ache of desire growing just that much more and he knew that Ashley was slowly beginning to comprehend all the strange new sensations that were flowing through his body.

He poked his finger deep into his mouth, his lips tightly holding onto it and then he brought it out, watched as Ashley’s eyes bugged outwards, watching the finger come slowly out of Terry’s mouth, coated now in the glistening drops of saliva and he watched, his eyes desperately trying to stay glued to Terry’s eyes, but eager to watch the finger as it slowly moved out of sight and then the eyes bulged out even more as Terry maneuvered the wet finger down, to run it along the shaking balls and trembling cock shaft.

Ashley felt the spasm roll up through his spine, his whole body was spinning as every nerve tingled and shook as the spasm passed through his whole body. His eyes blinked and yet he could feel the grip of Terry’s will as it held him in check, stopped him from doing anything but enjoy the strange new feelings that assaulted his body. Nothing else seemed to matter and he felt a new feeling inside of him, one that didn’t just want to please Terry, but one that wanted to hold him, to caress his soul just as his soul was being touched. 

His eyes looked into Terry’s eyes and he felt the finger again, pushing the throbbing vein under his cock shaft and he smiled, his face relaxed and nothing but pure trust oozed from his pores as he waited, feeling every touch, feeling every caress and his heart slowly began to raise its beat, no longer unsure of itself, no longer uncontrolled as it listen to the silent commands of the man above. He sighed deeply, gurgled a little as Terry’s hand now began to slowly stroke the long thick pole that was Ashley’s penis.

Finger by finger, Terry began to wrap his hand around the throbbing penis, his hand resting against the shaking groin, the soaked pubic hairs cushioning him as he carefully placed each finger around the 1 ¾ inch cock shaft. With his fingers now interlaced and completely wrapped around the throbbing shaft, he slowly began to push upwards, all the time his eyes staring into Ashley’s eyes, all the time commanding the virgin body to relax, to let the feelings pass through and to enjoy them. 

He moved his hand slowly, letting the throbbing shaft experience the soft but firm pressure of his hand as it moved upwards, gently pushing at the taut flesh, gently but firmly forcing the blood up and down as the hand moved towards the now free flowing cock head, where gobs of hot sticky white pre cum dripped down and he moved his hand up and over, coating the palm of his hand with the sticky cream, and then once more he firmly fixed his hand around the throbbing shaft, sliding it down a bit faster as the hot pre cum eased his travels downwards.

The flat of his hand now pressed down into the groin, the fingers holding on tighter to the shaking penis and still Terry kept his eyes on Ashley’s face, still keeping his young fresh body in check, willing it to just enjoy and at the same time, he felt his own heart and soul growing hotter, growing more impatient, as his own desires seemed to be raging inside. He smiled at the young face, seeing the drops of sweat as they dripped off the forehead, off the long blond eyelashes, and onto the firm milky flesh of Ashley’s handsome face. He licked his lips, watching as Ashley then licked his own lips, mimicking every move of Terry’s own face.

Terry could feel the blood flowing under his hand and he moved it back upwards, gripping the pole a bit tighter, feeling the flesh tug a bit more, as he moved it up the long 7 ¾ inch shaft, feeling the crevices or the flesh, feeling the small veins that curled around and feeling the hot simmering blood as it passed through the thin arteries that filled the shaft.

Once more he came to the hot cock head, feeling the pre cum long before he got to the head, letting it ooze through his fingers and then spreading the thick sticky cream upwards, bringing it back to its source, and once more he moved his palm over the oozing slit, coating the hot head once more, feeling it jerk under his touch, feeling his own cock oozing its own special pre cum now and he could feel the hitch in his heartbeat as his own body ached for release, his own muscles coiled and he looked deeper into Ashley’s eyes, feeling for his spirit, reaching for his soul and he knew that for the first time in his life, that he wanted to please the person receiving his attention.

For the very first time, it mattered to Terry if the person receiving his special attention was happy, not just gratified, but enthralled by it all and his eyes searched hard to find the answers, hoping that he could match his desire with his actions as his hand once more gripped the hot shaft, his palm still coated with Ashley’s pre cum and he started to slide back downwards, his own desires, his own dreams suddenly breaking the spell between them.

Terry groaned loudly as he felt himself drift away, his hand now moving faster and faster down and up the throbbing pole in his grip. Terry’s heart no longer steadily rising in an even beat but racing forward, desperate to reach a crescendo before the moment could pass. His lungs ached as they struggled to drink in more air and he felt his own body shake and tremble as Ashley’s body began to buck under him, his legs no longer flush against Ashley’s.

With contact broken Terry suddenly felt himself falling forwards and his body moving aside, as his face reached down, the blur of his hand making his head spin a little and he could feel the pain deep in his own loins now as he bent forward, his hand no longer moving, holding Ashley’s hot dripping cock steady as he kissed the hot head, feeling a sudden spasm race through Ashley’s body. He groaned, his voice echoing in the still of his apartment, and then he heard an answering moan from the body beneath him and he tasted the warm taste of pre cum as his lips opened, the hot throbbing soft tissue of the cock head now resting against the white enamel of his teeth. 

Terry cried as his body shook and the feelings of pure lust overtook him. He shook, squirmed, shuddered, as tremor after tremor rolled through his body and yet still he hesitated, wishing to capture the moment, willing himself to keep control but he failed. His body refused the mind and his heart once more roared forward. Terry’s mouth opened wider and his head started to slide down as it eagerly gobbled up the hot cock head, tasting it, licking at it, as it entered his hot mouth. Muffled groans escaped his mouth as he continued to force his head down, continued to feed his mouth the huge throbbing piece of boy meat, letting the hot cock enter his mouth fully, lodging the jerking cock head deep down his throat.

Ashley didn’t know what to do, his body started to jerk up and down, the legs jumped and twitched as if they were made of rubber, his hands clenched and then unclenched, one hand reaching down to wrap the fingers around Terry’s blond hair, the fingers twirling the soft strands around and holding them tightly, the other hand off to one side, the arm flaying the side of the bed as the feelings of desire overtook him. His entire body started to convulse and he arched upwards, forcing his already deeply stuck cock even deeper down Terry’s throat.

He tried to look down but all he could see was this blue haze tinged by gold as his eyes clouded over. Rivers of sweat forged down his face and then down his chest, curling around his nipples, making small eddies of sweat around the firm nipples and then they cascaded off to the side, to drop down from his heaving body onto the bed, soaking the sheet and making a lake out of it. His body groaned and his mind was lost as his heart pounded inside of his chest. The pain was growing by the second as Ashley struggled to not remove his cock, but to make it go deeper into Terry’s mouth. 

The feeling of Terry’s lips pressing hard against the taut hot flesh of his cock was too much, Ashley could feel his balls as they slung upwards, pressing up against his cock, and he struggled as he felt his body lose control at last. Finally, he found himself surrendering to the full force of the raging emotions inside of him and this time, there was no Terry to command him, to make him wait and he let himself go, unable to stop and he cried out, praying that this would not be the end of it, crying that he had waited so long to find out just what it meant to be loved.

Terry could feel his own body surrendering to the moment; his body no longer just ached, but was in pure agony as he struggled to hold the throbbing jerking penis deep in his throat. His life blood was cut off, oxygen no longer able to get in or escape as he began to feel his throat spasm, his muscles contracting tighter around the throbbing pole wedged deep within and his hands now grabbed at the shaking hips under him, the fingers digging deep into the soft pliable flesh, feeling for and finding the firm strong young bones. Terry’s fingers dug in, his body shook and he felt his own milk starting its journey outwards.

Just when he thought he couldn’t hold on any longer, he felt the tell tale jerk growing along the base of the throbbing cock and he willed his body to hold on, to ignore the desperate cries for air, to ignore the deep pain in his heart as it raced faster and faster than it was ever meant to and he waited, his eyes blazing with a glazed look and his soul crying out, urging his muscles to hold on, to await the coming joy.

The pain was intense, his limbs shot out, his legs no longer had any feeling left, as every drop of his blood drained away and filled his own pulsing penis. The hot 7 ½ inch weapon now spewing forth its own stream of milk as he couldn’t hold it back any longer. Hot steamy splashes of his milk came rushing out, hitting the lower leg of Ashley and Terry’s whole body shook with each violent explosion.

As his own body lost control he felt the coming explosion as it raced upwards, the veins and arteries suddenly bloomed and became thicker as Ashley’s blood raced along the hot throbbing pole, the stream of boy cream flowing deep inside as it raced towards the end, towards the tiny but now swollen cock head, racing towards its final release from the confines of Ashley’s mortal flesh. The huge cock jerked hard against Terry’s throat and then, even though he had expected it, a gushing stream of pure white cream came flooding out, to fill and almost drown Terry with its enormity.

The hot river of boy cum overwhelmed him, Terry began to choke and gag and yet he refused to move his head, he refused to force the huge throbbing cum spitting pole to move one fraction of a millimeter out and finally he gained control, swallowing huge amounts of hot sticky cream, filling his belly with the sweet salty taste of love and he felt his own body shaking with each swallow, his own body trembling with each drop that flooded his mouth.

Ashley brought both of his hands onto Terry’s head, he gripped with all his strength to keep the head on top of his jerking penis, even though the head seemed to have no intention of letting go. It continued to hold the spitting cock deep inside, even though Terry was choking and spluttering, but it stayed, eagerly sucking at the hot load of milk that was flowing out of it. Terry swallowed repeatedly as he tried to keep it all, but even that was beyond him and a steady stream of cream flooded out from the corners of Terry’s mouth.

The hot cream quickly dried in the air, but not before, it had caked his chin and upper chest with its thickness. Gobs of it covered his chin and as the cock inside of his mouth finally began to cool, slowly began to stop its wild bucking and jerking; Terry was able to finally take in some fresh oxygen. His entire body was bathed in a shiny coat of sweat and his heart still beat loudly, filling the room with its strong vibrant beat. 

Terry couldn’t hold himself up, and he collapsed on top of Ashley’s still shivering body. His head bouncing as the long cock, growing limp, slowly slid out of his exhausted and stretched mouth. His jaw ached like it had taken a twelve-inch cock and yet Ashley wasn’t that huge. Despite the pain, he opened his eyes to watch the throbbing cock slide out, and as it passed out of his mouth he felt like he needed to once more take it, to once more feel it inside of him and with his last ounce of strength, Terry reached out with a trembling hand to grab at the softening piece of flesh. 

He held it with tenderness as he moved his face forward just a bit, and carefully he licked it, his tongue just reaching the bulbous head, and he licked all around it, feeling the sensation make Ashley tremble and moan even more. He licked a second time, this time reaching just under the head, to gather up the hidden flakes of dried cum and then with the last of his strength ebbing, he kissed the hot penis, feeling like it belonged next to him and he smiled, his jaw aching, his throat sore, his body in uncontrolled spasms, and yet he felt satisfied and content.

Nothing he had read, nothing he had seen in porno flicks, nothing he had imagined, had prepared him for the unbelievable feelings that were still running through his entire body. Nothing in his wildest imagination had compared to the way he felt, so exhausted, so spent, and yet he still wanted more and he could feel the need for more, not just of coming, but more than that as he ached still, and he managed to look down, to see the blond hair resting on his belly and his own hands resting on top of the wet blond mop that was Terry’s head. His heart ached a little, feeling for the man that had just taken him to a level he never thought he could achieve.

Somehow he knew he had to have more of Terry and yet at this second in time, all he could think of was that his body ached, that his lungs needed air, and his heart needed a rest. His eyes were still cloudy as his fingers gently patted the wet strands of blond hair that were entwined within. It felt so good, to lay on the bed, Terry sprawled on top in utter exhaustion, and himself, in heaven.

How long they laid there, they had no idea but slowly their heaving chests were filled with air, their hearts were once more back to a slow and steady rhythm that didn’t drown out all sound and their bodies no longer quivered in uncontrollable spasms. The force of their love making had spent not just their energy but any and all reserves they may have had so they had laid there, recovering slowly each one contemplating what would happen next and finally they were able to speak, able to have enough energy to actually work their jaw muscles and breath at the same time.

“I am starved, you as hungry as me Ash?”

“Yeah, uh, Terry…”

“Don’t, not yet, okay? I am still, shit, I am wiped man, but I need food before we get into that, you have totally drained me, that was… well what can I say, it was FUCKING GREAT!”

“Thanks, you really mean it?”

“Wouldn’t say it otherwise, shit man, you sure you never?”

“No, never… so it was okay?”

“Okay? Okay he says, fuck Ash, that was more than okay, and after we get something to eat, maybe we can see if we can get past that first bit, but you know, I kind of like that taste, fact I can still taste it, and… shit come on, shift yourself, keep talking like this and I’ll never get to eat”

Terry pushed himself up and rolled off to one side, his face glowing as he stared at the naked body of Ashley. The damn jeans still hanging to his one foot and he laughed at it, pointing it out to Ashley who joined in the laughter. You would have thought that with all of their wild movements, the pants would have dropped off.

Ashley really didn’t know what to say, but the warm glow he felt inside was enough for him so he just smiled. He saw how that brought a grin to Terry’s face and he felt at ease, and he snuggled in close, to just rest his head under Terry’s arm and his nose buried into Terry’s side. He breathed in deeply, smelling that special man scent, that aroma that he had always wanted and now had found.

After a bit more time, Ashley finally began to wake up, his body no longer ached as badly and yet his desire to be next to Terry seemed to have increased. They had rested together and the feeling of Terry’s arms around him was something he had not really experienced, it felt so good, so safe, that he really didn’t want it to end. Finally the sound of growling stomachs overtook their need to be close and he threw his feet to the floor, raising himself and looking towards the small kitchen area, wondering what he could throw together that would satisfy their hungry tummies.

“Where you going?”

“To fix us something to eat”

“Really? Shit there isn’t much in that fridge, hit speed dial 2 on the phone, and order us a pizza”

“Pizza? I can cook us something, unless you would rather…”

“If your cooking is as good as breakfast was, yeah I like that, but like I said Ash, there really isn’t much food, I don’t cook”

“I do, I can come and cook for you whenever you want”

“Come and cook? Who said I am letting you leave?”

“I can’t stay here, this is your place, I couldn’t afford to”

“Anyone ask you for money?”

“No, but Terry I can’t sponge off you, it isn’t right”

“Christ, how did we get into this? Look, let’s have something to eat, then we can talk about it, okay?”

“Well, only if you let me cook instead of wasting your money on buying me food”

“Okay, okay you win, go ahead Julia Child, and cook me a feast”

“Who? Oh, okay, she some fancy cook?”

“Yeah something like that”

Ashley pulled on his jeans and headed towards the kitchen area, a huge grin on his face and a light feeling in his heart. He wasn’t sure what he could whip up but he knew that it was important that he pull his own weight, after all, someone as special as Terry deserved it. He began to whistle and he could feel Terry’s eyes on his back and he turned around quickly, to catch Terry staring at him and was rewarded by a huge grin. It made him feel so fucking good he almost ran back to the bed to kiss Terry.

The loud banging noise made his head swivel and he saw a frown cross Terry’s face as he called out asking who it was. The loud voice answered, telling him it was Nick, the super, and Terry hollered back, telling to wait a second. Ashley watched Terry climb out of bed and yank on a pair of pants and then toss his shirt over his arms, and for a brief instant their eyes locked, and Ashley felt a great deal of pride, that Terry was actually wearing his shirt. God, he’d never wash that sucker now, he’d just keep it to smell every now and then and his fantasy started to grow, along with his cock, but it was quickly dispelled as he heard Terry opening the apartment door.

“Hey Nick, what’s up?”

“Hi kid, look, can I come in? We need to talk”

“Huh? Oh, sure, place is a mess, but yeah, come on in”